February 2012
18 posts
Drained
first, my storyboard files are corrupted, and if this is not enough, the truss (wood) that i took the whole night to do broke mysteriously. FML , seriously?!?! is this even possible.
totally drained. and i dunno how i am suppose to feel now.
“Do you know what I need? To escape into the mountains, surrounded by tall trees,...”
– Le’echappee (via light-essence)
“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone...”
– Oscar Wilde (via loveyourchaos)
January 2012
14 posts
“I just got really hurt. And sometimes when that happens, something inside just...”
– Fever Pitch (via eletheowl)
nothingstosomethings:
i feel shit awful and i really wanna run away
Do you have to make me feel like there’s nothing left of me?
Would it make you feel better to watch me while i bleed.
/
xkeepingfaith:
I refused to be emotionally dependent/attached on anybody/everyone.
December 2011
2 posts
November 2011
3 posts
So panic attacks and phobias are part of mental illness as well.
October 2011
6 posts
10 oct
A very depressing monday.
My fav watch cracked early in the morning, its the watch that I really really f-ing love D:
Now, I just missed my train and got to wait for another 6 mins, and there’s still so many ppl on the platform, wonder when will I ever board one. Gonna be damn late, and matthias coming today.
Still not over my watch :’(
1 tag
one day, one fine day, i might just snap
You tried, and no one give a fuck, and why should you, and why should they, no one really care anyway.
And it all comes down to nothing in the end.
All that’s left are memories.
Bridges are burnt.
Walls are built.
That’s it.
Tired.
Just how much more courage do you need.
How much more pain can you take.
And how much more time do you have.
overwhelming urge to escape
September 2011
9 posts
1 tag
building up walls, you better make sure that its stronger this time round.
I opened up, tore down those walls
The only thing I get is feeling vulnerable.
The foolishness
How stupid of me, to actually believe
And trust
I tried
I failed, terribly
Now, I am building those walls again,
Even higher and stronger then before.
Gone with the wind, fading away
There’s no return
No looking back
Everything had come to an end.
Gone with the wind
